But I doubt it is the one that you would want to hear. Not now.

Everyone has chains to break. I am no exception. But it seems that I can’t break this one, despite me moving on.

I may have waited for far too long. 10 years too long. Despite meeting up months after months, the words won’t come out from my mouth.

The fear of rejection is too strong, and I continue to delude myself that I don’t want to lose the friendship. But upon reflection, the friends that I didn’t want to lose, are lost eventually.