I was blog-hopping and landed on saffyz’s blog. Reading through her posts, My eyes caught on 8 different coloured cubes. It is a colour test of people’s current physical state and psychological needs. I became interested and start to try it too.
Colorgenics Number: 15407632
You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to ‘All things bright and beautiful’. This personifies a caring person, a person who ‘needs’ and indeed ‘needs to be needed’.
You are full of stress at this time. It would seem that you are having more than your fair share of trials and tribulations and you are looking for a way out. You are not quite sure which way to go but the advice is – ‘Stop trying so hard’.
There are times of everyone’s life when ‘compromise’ is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.
You are feeling helpless. The fact that you are unable to control events that are going on around you is subjecting you to considerable stress. This can, if not relieved, cause muscle spasms or hypertension. It would seem that you are, for whatever the reason, being subjected to intolerable pressures. The complete environment would appear to be hostile. It would also seem that you are being driven against your will. You feel – and perhaps quite rightly so – that unreasonable demands are made of you but more to the point you feel as if you are powerless to control the situation or protect yourself in any way. At this time you feel utterly helpless.
The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.
I thought I am way past this stage, which had been existing since after A Levels! By the looks of this report, I am not. This is just in time. I am about to do a detailed re-evaluation and goal charting for myself. Gosh. This will give me a very big headache.